Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Deep Thoughts

I've mentioned before that I have formed my own personal beliefs from many sources, religion, philosophy, wise words from my elders, even pop media.  I twist them all to own ends of course, and what went into my head, is not always quite what comes out.  But I have a couple of deep philosophical things I just have to vent on, so I'm going to start out with a pretty picture and a quote from Bablylon 5.  I use one quote frequently in my profile shots.  "I am gray.  I stand between the candle and the star."  Because I think it says a lot about me, and it's pretty.  As it happens, the day I found this sim, I was wearing gray.  But that's not the quote that I mean.  You'll have to keep reading.


This is a shot of me in a Bablylon 5 Role Playing sim I bumped into recently.  And if you've never seen the show, I strongly recommend it, and even go so far as to say that FX, which were ground breaking CGI at the time, hold up surprisingly well all these years later.  The show was mostly a single story over five seasons, much of it written by creator J. Michael Straczynski .  Who is probably known to some Marvel fans as well for his work in that cannon.  It's a five year long story of people doing things that they were not supposed to do, some for the good of others, some for the good of themselves, some for complex reasons.  The fact those who first seemed the bad guys turned out to be "the good guys," and those that seemed harmless did great harm, was an interesting twist on the cardboard cut outs of most TV series characters.  One character said something I have taken to heart.

"You know, I used to think it was awful that life was so unfair. Then I thought, wouldn't it be much worse if life were fair, and all the terrible things that happen to us come because we actually deserve them? So, now I take great comfort in the general hostility and unfairness of the universe."
Marcus Cole to Franklin in the episode 'A Late Delivery from Avalon'
There is another old saw that I have had trouble learning, and but one that seems truer and truer the older I get it is, "No good deed goes unpunished."

Which brings me to my next deep thought.  You may not have heard about it, but a member of the hacker group Anonymous recently released information that assisted police in arresting, charging and convicting a pair of rapists.

You can read about it here.

Ones first thought is "Go KYanonymous!"   As is my 2nd and many that follow.  But among them are the thought, he did break the rules to get that information.  The same skills he has for doing good, are very easily used for doing not so good.  I think of it much like carrying a pistol.  One typically needs some authorization to do that, because, pistols are frankly much better at doing bad things than good things.  So society wants some assurance that your motivation for carrying the gun is for the good.   It's hard to do that with a set of skills.

As a general rule, I disapprove of hacking into secure systems much as I do peeping in windows, running stop signs, and other such activity.  I do not look on it nearly as bad as malicious activity such as using various types of malware for personal gain, to vandalize or misappropriate data or a system, or simply for the "fun" of it.  But the skill set is essentially identical.  So, since legislating on "motive" is nearly impossible, I am generally OK with laws against hacking.  But I think the penalty when you are caught should be strongly influenced by what you did with the information you accessed.

Coming down hard on KYanonymous sends the wrong message to him, and to everyone.  Hackers and Joe Bob on the street.  For one thing, what he did is not fundamentally different than what law enforcement is starting to do.  I saw a thing about the NYPD using social media to catch gang members.  Then there's all the furor over various government agencies mining data off the Internet in other ways.  So, obviously, society, or at least the government, seems OK with what he did, as long as they do it.  So, what he did was do good, using a dangerous skill, without authorization.

Do we really want to send a message to everyone that you have to stop and ask the authorities before you do good?  OK, grabbing a gun and going all vigilante', not saying that's good.  That's bad.  The police will shoot you and you might shoot the wrong person.  Don't do it.

But let's say you are walking down the street and you see someone laying unconscious just on the other side of a glass door in a building.  You see fire in the back far behind them.  Do you call the fire department, or break in the door and drag them out then call the fire department?  OK, take the fire out of the equation.  Do you call an ambulance?  Or break down the door first?  That makes it a harder choice doesn't it?  What if the person laying there would die without CPR till the medics arrived?  What if you happen to be a lock smith and have a set of picks in your pocket, so you don't even have to break in the door.  What if a burglar broke into the building and found them unconscious, but if he helps them out of the building he knows he'll be caught...

In a lot of the options I've given above, you may have just committed a crime by breaking into the building.  Very gray stuff.  But after much thought, and for no good reason since I have no pull in the big bad world, here's my take on it.  He should be applauded for doing good.  Then charged, given a suspended sentence and put on parole for a number of years.  That number should in no case be longer than the sentence received by the rapists.

I think that clearly says, you did good.  But you broke the rules.  Everyone should want to do good.  But know that breaking the rules to do it has consequences.  If you don't really hurt anyone in the process, then you will not be punished this time.  But we encourage you to get authorization from someone appropriate next time before doing good.

Why do I think we should do it this way?  Because the universe is unfair.  But humans need not be.  The legal system is not about justice, it is about the law.  But it is unjust to punish a "good" act beyond what it merits.  And given, as far as I know, no harm was done to anyone but the rapists, and the information was made available to authorities to utilize.  How is this different than an anonymous phone in tip?  If you do not know how they got the tip.  How is it different from cutting a deal with a law breaker to dismiss a lesser offense in exchange for evidence about a greater crime?  Yes, there are specific differences, but I do not see any differences in how this helped "society."  What harm did he do beyond the act of breaking a law?  If that is not a true assessment of the happenings, perhaps I would change my thoughts on it.  But until I know more, that's my take on it.


Dancing the digital tush off.

As usual, been exploring, shopping and dancing in SL.  Not mention chatting with friends.  Here's me in an outfit from Happy Undead, with boots from *Slave Dressing Room* dancing at Ladyboy beach.  The one next to it is me dancing with a friend at Touch of Pleasure.  That's Lacey in white.  You have to admire her style.  I'm in a number from *Slave* and leggings from Grumble.

Grooving at Ladyboy Beach.
Lacey dances with me at TOP.
























And yay, this is my 100th post!  Queue the band!

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Happy Accident

I finally decided to make a new profile shot using my new Kumi skin from Pink Fuel.  However, I wanted it to be more of a "head shot."  For one thing, my avatar now changes shape between waist and chest quite a bit depending on the Pink Fuel "chest" tattoo and matching shape.  It goes from male, to very modest breasts to more typical, though still not exactly bountiful, breasts.  To that end, I set up a back drop, played with the winlight settings and put on a simple white mesh shirt.  Then I started trying out poses, going for head and shoulders mostly, or a bit further down since the shirt really turned out to hide the shape changing parts of my avatar.

While taking snapshots, I got one with my avatar's head sharply turned to the side.  This was completely accidental.  It turned out that pose's animation did not lock the position of the head.  So when I moved my mouse to click and take a shot, my head turned to follow the mouse movement.  I grumbled at the time.  But then I started going through the dozen or so shots and found I really liked the "feeling" of that accidental shot.

So I cropped it a bit, added my now customary quote and there it was, my newest profile snapshot.


Randomness

Over the past couple of weeks, I've been exploring and shopping quite a bit.  Why?  I've been sick with a cold that just wont quit.  So, haven't been feeling terribly social or naughty.  As a result, I've ended up with some random shots I'm just going to dump all together into this one post.  Hope you enjoy!

Brown Leather
The new Grumble Metro Station





















The brown jacket and the shoes are Grumble, the skirt Happy Undead.  The outfit I'm wearing at Grumble station consists of capris and sneakers from Grumble, socks from SF Design and a top from Baby Monkey.  I have that same top, or one nearly identical, in white from Grumble.  I want to mention here that Happy Undead provides far more sizes for each of their mesh products than any other vendor I've yet dealt with.  This is very different from most vendors who only provide between 3 and 5 sizes.



On the exploration front, I found a new spot called the "Elven Glen" at Elfwood.  Here's a shot of it.  Along with a couple of shots of a Pandora (As in the planet from Avatar full of Na'vi".) role playing sim.  I toured it with a friend of mine named Pixie.  I'm wearing various jungly bits from here and there.  If you must know what any of them are IM me in world.  The mask I'm wearing the the scrubs looking outfit Pixie is wearing are available to everyone at the hub where you enter the sim.
The Glen at the Elven Forrest.  (Skybox)

The Jungle of Pandora, just outside the Human Base.

In one of the control rooms of the base looking at the hologram table with Pixie.

Beach Bunneh

I'm always talking about mesh clothes.  But another of the good things coming as a result of mesh are some of the cutest furry avatars.  There was a limit to what they could do reshaping the body with traditional prims, sculpties and the base human avatar shapes.  Now, the base avatar can be covered with an alpha layer making it invisible, and you can make just about anything you want out of mesh, then attach it to the avatar making a rigged avatar of any shape and size.  Obviously all the kinks are not worked out of everything yet, and some shapes rig better than others.  One of the best of such creations that I've seen is by Blue Galaxy.  But they only make a cat, at least as far as I know.  Now, furries are nothing if not creative, so there are many modifications.  To illustrate, here is a positively adorable bunneh dancing on the beach at Touch of Pleasure that started out one of the Blue Galaxy creations, but has been significantly modified.  This is not me btw, just a creative furry I happened to meet.


Thursday, May 23, 2013

Play Nice!

I happened to visit the Firestorm/Phoenix project page today and saw this post.


I was flabbergasted.  I'm just as frustrated as everyone else with the current state of SL.  The roll out for Server Side Baking and the viewer changes are causing more crashes per visit than I can remember having in a long time.  Not to mention some other fun bugs and just plain strange weirdness.

But what are people thinking?  The people who make third party viewers like Firestorm and Singularity, do so largely for free because they love the SL experience and the tools that allow it.  The fact SL works most of the time amazes me.  I know just enough about how this stuff works to grasp the complexity of what goes into making a virtual world come alive on my PC.

So people are spewing pointless crap at the nice people who provide us with better tools than Linden Labs?  The people who do it FOR FREE!?

Those people need a serious reality check.  I for one appreciate the work that the 3rd party developers do.  And frankly, the work that Linden Labs does.  I think LL makes some bone headed choices sometimes...  But even so, these people are pulling off a fucking miracle of technology.  And it's not by waving a magic wand.

So to those people who don't like the efforts of 3rd party developers, and Linden Labs, let me tell you something.  Be nice.  Letting developers know about bugs can be done constructively.  Be civil.  Be constructive.

Can't do that?  Then put up or shut up.  Make a better viewer.  It's open source.

White and Black

I've been shopping and exploring a lot lately in SL.  Just haven't felt all that much like clubbing or romping.  Some of that I've been doing with a new friend Lacey.  Who has put together some cute looks.  I should get some snapshots of her to include here.

But for now, here is me, in a white outfit put together with bits of this and that.  The top is from Belle DeJour, the sash, Bellydance Goddess and the white mesh skirt is from Glamorize.  Shoes, jewelry and glasses are all from Grumble.  The whole things cost me less than 10L.  Photos are at Pair A Dice.

By the fire at Sunset.
On the Junk, next to Ma Deuce.
























Lacey talked me into going to the Goth Fair.  Not that she had to try hard.  I like shopping with her, and I like things Goth.  Add in the cause is a good one, the Sophie Lancaster Foundation.  I ended up picking up a couple of freebies and some demos, but didn't really find anything I loved.  Though some of the mesh corsets were hard to resist.  There is the the typical black and red, lace and velvet stuff.  But all kinds of things from breedables to furniture can be found in the numerous vendor stalls.  You should come take a look.  And many of the vendors have items done in black & purple that help the foundation and are marked down for the fair.  Even if you don't buy anything, you can donate to the fountain pictured like I did, or other items around the fair.

But when I was shopping with her, I was so not dressed Goth.  But the next day I ended up wearing something a bit more Goth-ish.  So I went back and took a couple of snapshots.  The dress is from Happy Undead.  The shoes Grumble.
From the front.
From the back.  Notice what the bunny has...




Saturday, May 18, 2013

Feeling Blue

The blue I was feeling was simply the primary color of another one of the 1L Soulglitter micro-dresses I picked up.  Shown being worn by yours truly here on the dance floor at Pair A Dice.  With a Grumble hair do, moded some blue bangs, and some glossy blue stripped boots. I picked up the boots on a hunt in ages past, don't remember where.  If you've gotta have them, IM me in world and I'll see if I can find out who made them and where to get them.

While I've found many lovely new outfits lately, I've been experiencing a lot of crashes too.  I have to wonder how much of that is my new hardware and software, and how much is due to the changes happening on the Linden Labs side.  I kind of wish I had either delayed switching PCs, or done it sooner. 

Either way it's annoying and my apologies to the people I just poofed out on.  Sometimes RL or other things crop up and I don't make it back for a while.  So in that respect, I guess I'm not only wearing blue, but feeling it a bit as well.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Four Faces of Lee

I recently got a new skin.  I wasn't even in the market, I was still pretty happy with my Nvious skin.  All my prim feet and other bits were color matched to it after having it for about a year.  But an old friend who hates to shop asked me to help him find a certain type of skin.  Specifically a "femboi" skin.

So I set out to find him some options.  I found many fine places to get such a skin depending on your budget and tastes.  But I found one place that did things in a manner I've never seen before in SL.  Pink Fuel is the shop's name.  They only make female skins.  But then they also sell tattoo layers that change the body of the skin from male, to small busted, (average is part of the skin), to large busted.  You can add more muscles, or leave things as they are.  The tattoos are perfectly matched to the skins and do not change the face!

This was great!  I've long wished I could get away with a smaller bust size, and with the tattoo layer I can.  But I just don't look right in a lot of my clothes without at least modest breasts.  Also, skin textures seem to look best with a small range of bust sizes.  These tattoos solve these problems.  On top of that they had an asian style skin called "Kumi" that just looked wonderful.  I tried on the demo and had to have it.  Took me a while, but I've color matched my bits (I did some of this with the demo so I would know it would work for me before I bought the skin) and gotten a couple of shape changing tattoos.  I also modified the breast size of my shape and saved them all together for ease of use.  I'm really quite happy with it.

This strikes me as another good time to show you how a skin can effect how your avatar looks.  I took shots of the skins I wore the longest over the years I've been in SL.  All with everything else, such as shape, eyes, hair, lighting, position, all the same.  So, that said, here are the four faces of Lee, from 2009 to 2013.

I have worn other skins, mostly in 2009 when I was new before settling on the Slink.  I noticed looking at this, it makes me look like I have gotten progressively darker over time.  This was not something I intended. I simply get the skin shade that appeals to me the most from each vendor.  These skins I tried early on in SL ran from much lighter to somewhat darker than all of these.  I mostly used one about the same shade as the Nvious until I got some prim feet from Slink.  I ended up buying a Slink skin because the feet I had came with pre-set color match settings for those skins.  Now, I can usually recolor something to blend very closely with my skin.  Back then, it took me months of intermittent trying to get my Slink feet to match the Laqroki skin that I already had and liked better.  Eventually I did, and I wore that skin for a very long time!

I also noticed that the new skin makes my lips thinner, I may see if modifying the face shape to make them a bit fuller works for me.  This is one of the fun things about SL for me, you can tinker endlessly working toward a certain look, or coming up with completely different looks.

Take a walk.

Every once in a while, I just take a walk down a road in SL.  It's interesting what you find, or find out.  I have often been surprised what clubs or venues are near others.  Or what little gems are just down the pike.  Today LL was doing a massive rolling restart, and my home sim was down.  So when I logged in to change I had to find someplace I could stand around half naked while I worked out what I wanted to wear. 

I ended up picking a cute little frock from .dots4, costs 1L.  This is one of my recent finds on SL Marketplace.  It's mesh and unusual that it is not "hollow" so folks can not look up your skirt, even if it is short.  Instead the bottom is given a vague shadowy texture.  It comes sized for a pretty wide range of avis, and even comes with what I think is a alpha set for the folks who have gone to fully mesh avatars.  Something I am not ready for, and I don't know even if I like the idea.  Anyway, after finally dressing, I just took a walk down the road on Zindra (I figured adult sims don't care so much about your state of undress while dressing) where I had ended up to dress for the day.

I found this very cool little steampunk styled bar called the Iron Crow.  It's got single and couple dance machines, and the public can even change the music stream!  So it's a great place to take your honey bunneh for a dance and chat.  There was nary a soul about when I was there, so likely a pretty secluded place.

After checking out this place, I went on down the road.  Finding myself outside of such "infamous" places as Dark Delights new shop, Lar's, etc.  I also saw a lot of empty parcels.  Some were just flat green expanses, but some had been planted with greenery, or had a building or two.  I applaud those who do something with parcels they are trying to sell, beyond letting them look like a putting green.

Among these, I came across the most lushly overgrown parcel I've ever seen in SL.  In RL you'd need a machete or something to get even a few feet into this overgrown jungle.  But it's a lovely spot, here's a snapshot for your enjoyment.